HI GUYS YOU WON'T SEE ME FOR A LONG TIME BAW

I'll..talk about the hiatus in a minute..just let me ask you guys some questions about what..should go in a portfolio.

OKAY SO.
I got this idea that I want to go to Interlochen
you guys are probably going to kick my ass and say
you aren't good enough, fya
and fuck I'm probably not right now but I'm not going to go this year, I want to apply for 2010-2011 year BUT the portfolio needs to be finished by about..december.
and well
what do you guys know about portfolio's....?
nothing can be from photographs which means I need to do 7 big things between now and December..because my two ~super nice~ pictures are my Jade Puget monochromatic and my whooping crane in the water thing.
so I understand you need self portraits and gesture drawings...but...what..else? Would any of my abstract stuff be appropriate? It says that you can have imaginative/experimental stuff so maybe..one or two abstract ink things? Or I could make one of those into a painting, that might be fun I've been wanting to do that anyway.
I'm thinking of going back to the art studio in my town and being all DAVID HALP ME because he is. so. cool. I took his class last summer and it was so helpful!! he critiqued my ass off but you know IT HELPED
but since I'm uh
leaving
on
sunday!!!
I can't go see him until I get home.
SO.
WHAT DO YOU GUYS KNOW ABOUT PORTFOLIOS FOR ART SCHOOLS?
[link] <-- that's what they have about it..

I'm scared shitless about going to school here because both of my sisters were miserable through high school and idk I just..don't really want to be here..and I want to improve so bad so I can be good enough for art colleges and ~*PURSUE MY DREAM*~
because you guys
it's so pathetic
but my ~goal~ to be an artist is what keeps me from trying to kill myself again...
dramatic, but true. that's all I've got going for me. :C



NOW

HIATUS TIME.

So blablabla if you haven't heard I'm going to Milwaukee, WI for a residential depression program.
And
I'm
leaving
on
SUNDAY HOLY FUCK NOOOooOOooooooo

I am so scared sob sob sob
I'm bring a sketchbook and watercolors with me and lots of pens so I will draw in every spare moment of my time. And come home with lots of art to show you guys and hopefully I'll learn the secret to being happy and share it with all you guys so you don't have to pay A LOT OF MONEY to learn how.

There is no internet.

Obviously.

HOW LONG CAN WE GET RID OF FYA FACE YOU ASK?
we..don't really know. AT LEAST A MONTH. But..maybe more.
Baw I want to be home before school starts (august 18)
so we shall see what we can do...?!

you guys I am so scared hold me ;;

i love you all and you (should) know that SOOOOOoooo I will immensely miss talking to you guys and seeing your lovely art



BYE